The bad choice or choices… erm… I had doing a lot of bad decision making recently. One of them were having a girlfriend. It was of the worst decision that i had done and I choose to breaking up with her. It quite an awkward moment. I feel very uncomfortable among my friends and I’m hated it. I don’t know why I make this decision last time and fall into her.
I’m definitely desperate into having a relationship especially with a girl. I regretted this experience very much. It make me far god and I don’t like it. I know it a bad thing to do but I still do it. I wish, I can be more wiser at that time.
Other than that, I also screwing my grade very badly due this relationship. It not her fault actually. It mine fault and now I don’t know whether I can continue my course or not. I need at least 3.00 cgpa to continue my part two in USM . I’m scared that I can’t realize my dream career in architecture. I love architecture but I’m a lazy ass and always slothing around and it a bad thing.
This career need us to be discipline and committed to our job. I hope god can change my attitude and send me a motivator . I hope that, by having a motivator, I can motivated in my life and change my attitude.
That all… 🙂
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